Monday, February 28, 2011

How to be Successful & Beautiful...

Sometimes it is hard to not be jealous about shallow things, worldly things, things that really shouldn't matter. God has been refining the way I measure beauty and success, and it has not been an easy process. It feels like a war in my head...that, most of the time, I am very tired of fighting.

I admit, that left to my sinful self, I believe that...

To be beautiful, I need to be skinnier in certain areas, bigger in other areas, have a better smile, have a smaller nose, have no dark circles underneath my eyes, fit into my jeans, dress in cuter and trendier clothes, get more clothes, shop at expensive stores, be more tan, be more athletic and toned, be prettier than most girls, and have better hair days. I fight those thoughts every single day. Wait, more like every three seconds.

To be successful, I need to make more money, make more of a difference in peoples' lives, lead more people to Jesus, keep the apartment cleaner, cook better, stay more organized, not let so many people down, be a more joyful wife, travel more, eat at fancy restaurants more, have more friends, be more athletic, be more adventurous, know my Bible better, have brand-name everything. I fight these thoughts about every five minutes.

God is teaching me that to be beautiful and to be successful, I just need to be broken and mold-able. Unfortunately, I am not a very fast learner in this department. I am thankful for his mercy.
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